blik o nt..

hmmm..dis few weeks i really don't feel like going back to bandar..dunno y..usually when thursday and staurday comes i feel really excited coz its d day to go back to bndr..but now its nt d same..im missing sumthing..but i dunno..well yeay i do miss my frens and d clt family but..tak tau lah..maybe im comfaortable already living in temburng..but i might go back to bndr later to get my bass guitar..we'll see..damn..indecisive..ego..holding my feelings down and try to drain it away coz i knw she's not mine..